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Remind Yourself

We complain about today and we all miss yesterday
But the time that really matters is now.
In our youth we couldnt wait, and now its just too late
But the truth is you could do it just right now
Are we afraid to do mistakes, lose the money that we’ve gained?
I don’t understand why you hesitate
And if tomorrow never comes and you still had not begun
I am sure you would regret the things, you have never done

Remind yourself that you’re only living once
Call the friend you haven’t heard for so long
And we could wait all day for the day that never comes
So let’s to do it all right now and get yourself up and run

As a child i had great plans, singing songs in front of fans
But what did ever happen at all?
Now I’m sitting in my room, eating cornflakes with a spoon
And it feels like my own private doom
Turning on the  TV, he is shouting bad things to me
I have to get rid of it all
Throw an axe into his big screen, The sparks are flying, it seems
Like it’s new year and the rockets explode

Remind yourself that you’re only living once
Call the friend you haven’t heard for so long
And we could wait all day for the day that never comes
So let’s to do it all right now and get yourself up and run

What is worth all your gold, when you’re getting much too old
To enjoy all what you’re wanting for so long?
Why did you go through this pain, only for another gain?
Was it really worth or wasn’t it all wrong?
In the end it doesn’t matter, what you earn or what you gather
`Cause you’re losing it as time goes on
What you really need, is a friend that you can greet
And the memories, they’ll stay for real
Even when youre gone

Remind yourself that you’re only living once
Call the friend you haven’t heard for so long
And we could wait all day for the day that never comes
So let’s to do it all right now and get yourself up and run

Youtube: live version | studio version

Waste

Sitting here next to all my friends
Was what i thought but I was false
Knowing me is what you pretend
But I can feel, that you don’t care
And I went through hell and back
And I know: I’m alone
Since I’m here I smother in this pain
And I can’t stand it anymore

You let me alone, you let me bleed everyday
I can’t feel anymore, I can’t feel that i drown in your hate
This town is lost, your fate will be: to be erased
And I throw you away and all of my pain: `cause you’re waste
You are waste!

Yesterday was a happy day
But since I’m gone, it got all wrong
Now just a few act like they would do
Nothing bad to you
But the rest: depraved and damned are you!
Wasting time is what you do
In the end no one cares for you
Cause you lost the man who do

You let me alone, you let me bleed everyday
I can’t feel anymore, I can’t feel that i drown in your hate
This town is lost, your fate will be: to be erased
And I throw you away and all of my pain: `cause you’re waste

You are waste, stuck in your maze
Of disgrace – an endless race
You are waste, stuck in your maze
Of disgrace – an endless race

You let me alone, you let me bleed everyday
I can’t feel anymore, I can’t feel that i drown in your hate
This town is lost, your fate will be: to be erased
And I throw you away and all of my pain: `cause you’re waste

You are waste, I know your face
And I won’t waste myself on you again!
You are waste, I know your face
And I won’t waste myself on you again!

Youtube: live version

My Chaos

I remember all the times when I
Fought with myself
I was used to keep control of the
Thoughts in my head
A ton of words were left unsaid that
I couldn’t tell
It’s confusing cause I like the way –
I’m doing just well
With living in a chaos

I’ve tried to live like someone else
But I am not them
Remind myself of things that I
Really don’t care
Isn’t life supposed to be
Fun, just play fair
If you spread the love to all of them
It shouldn’t be wrong
If you’re living in a chaos

I’ll find my way, I’m fighting on my own
If I fall down I will get up stronger
If I need your help, I will call you next time, sure
But until then I don’t need your advice
We are focused too much on things that are truely wrong
is there anybody who knows that we
need  space to live, In the Chaos we are strong
It’s the chaos where we belong

There a times when you just need to
Let it all go
Losing every thing you have won’t
Damage your soul
Only if you stick to them it’s
Hard to let go
If you have some friends you’re counting on
Give up control
And start living in a chaos

I’ll find my way, I’m fighting on my own
If I fall down I will get up stronger
If I need your help, I will call you next time, sure
But until then I don’t need your advice
We are focused too much on things that are truely wrong
is there anybody who knows that we
need  space to live, In the Chaos we are strong
It’s the chaos where we belong

We don’t need no more time,
We just have to use it right.
We don’t need no more laws,
If there’s everybody nice.
We don’t need no more room,
If we throw the waste away.
We don’t need no more waste,
If you have friends like mine!

I’ll find my way, I’m fighting on my own
If I fall down I will get up stronger
If I need your help, I will call you next time, sure
But until then I don’t need your advice
We are focused too much on things that are truely wrong
is there anybody who knows that we
need  space to live, In the Chaos we are strong
It’s the chaos where we belong

Youtube: live version

The Ignorant

Everybody on their own, this is how you gain
Grow your bankroll to the sky, go through all the pain
Free your mind from misery, from melting glaciers, falling trees
This is what you’re meant to be, an ignorant of love and peace

If the world’s gonna die tomorrow
I don’t fucking care!
If the people starve in sorrow
I’m not even there.
The sun is shining bright today
I am not afraid
People give what they should take.

Speaking from democrazy, acting like a king
Lying like you never learned to say what you think
The future of humanity is laying in your hands
You treat them like a beast for slaughter, no one understands

Saying you don’t want them here, let them all drown
Growing anger in their heads, terror in your town
This is all what you have done, what have you become?
Opening the doors to hell, i hope you will be done

If the world’s gonna die tomorrow
I don’t fucking care!
If the people starve in sorrow
I’m not even there.
The sun is shining bright today
I am not afraid
People give what they should take.

And in the end the world has lost
Their hope and all their light
Bring us back to the dark age
I know it’s not allright
We need somebody, but not you
The world is better without you!
Without you…
Without you…

Please dig yourself a grave
And let us live our life in peace and grace!
Without you…
Without you!

True Friendship Never Dies

The moments we had together
I wish they’d last forever
Like When we sat there in the sand
Singing songs of our favorite band
And when the dark is everywhere
We’re running down the beach
If I get lost anywhere
You’re waiting there for me

I just want to say:
Thank you for the time
You raise me up, when I’m down
Even when I’m blind
I won’t get lost, in the crowd
You’re standing by my side
Every day, every night
Thank you for the time
True friendship never dies

If you’re far away from me
It’s like you’re almost here
Playing till our hands start bleeding
You face them with no fear
Everytime I’m with you
It feels like holiday
Every day and every night
It’s fun for me to stay

I just want to say:
Thank you for the time
You raise me up, when I’m down
Even when I’m blind
I won’t get lost, in the crowd
You’re standing by my side
Every day, every night
Thank you for the time
True friendship never dies

I know this friendship never ends
Just stay who you are
I will thank you, my best friend
For all you’ve done so far
I can’t imagine having more fun
Than i had with you
Thank you for the memories
And good that comes with you

I just want to say:
Thank you for the time
You raise me up, when I’m down
Even when I’m blind
I won’t get lost, in the crowd
You’re standing by my side
Every day, every night
Thank you for the time
True friendship never dies

The Prisoner

This is a silent scream of tragedy
Floating away from times of agony
I’m here to see,I’m  here choose
I’m here to bleed, I’m here to lose
It’s time for me to start the fight
But I can’t stand the pain inside.

Feeling so tired but can’t sleep at night
Wasting time instead of feeling right
Just look at me, what can you see?
A broken man, besides a fan
The wind is dry the lights burn low
Here in my cage tonight

And I know theres nothing more, nothing more
And I’m sure It will get worse, will get worse
And I don’t know how to try or where to start

Because right now I’m falling apart!

Be My Star

This is our time of happiness, no hesitation
Come with me and watch the sun disappear
This is our night, let’s watch the stars, they shine so bright
On this lovely summer night, just for you.

You could be my star tonight, shining so bright in the sky
I would be your guiding moon through the afternoon
If you want to dance tonight, I am right here by your side
And if you want me to: I’ll sing a song for you

I know there were times, when it felt to hard to take
The shame is mine, it wasn’t right, what can I say?
But now it is time to say it loud: I’m Sorry now
I’m so proud, to hold your hand, I will always be your man

You could be my star tonight, shining so bright in the sky
I would be your guiding moon through the afternoon
If you want to dance tonight, I am right here by your side
And if you want me to: I’ll sing a song for you

When you’re not here, it feels like I am missing something.
You’re the one that lights the dark in my dreams
And when you’re here, it feels like I am missing nothing
And I know I’ll be the one waiting for you!

You could be my star tonight, shining so bright in the sky
I would be your guiding moon through the afternoon
If you want to dance tonight, I am right here by your side
And if you want me to: I love you!

Cycle Of Pain

I had a dream. I was falling apart
In pieces I’d never find again
I had a dream. I felt right from start
That nobody understands my pain
I woke up. Shaking to the bones
I knew I would always be afraid
I heard a shot. The bullets in my wounds
I felt asleep and now its much too late

It’s the cycle of pain
Where nobody gains
Just take all your problems
And go through the night
And may you’ve been healed
When the sun starts to rise
But for me it’s too late
Another dream has died

There was a time. We all have been there
We were children, no sorrows in our mind
There was a time. We all had to share
The good things we saw in our lifes
I realize. Deep in my mind
The memorys will slowly fade away
And then I know: It’s not the time
To rest `cause we have to fight again

It’s the cycle of pain
Where nobody gains
Just take all your problems
And go through the night
And may you’ve been healed
When the sun starts to rise
But for me it’s too late
Another dream has died

I miss you all. The friends that I’ve lost
You’re only with me in my dreams
I’m sorry now. For wrong words I’ve said
For all the pain that you don’t deserve
I wish I could. Turn back the time
to days with no sorrows in our mind.
I wish I could. Turn back the time
to days with no sorrows in our mind.

It’s the cycle of pain
Where nobody gains
Just take all your problems
And go through the night
And may you’ve been healed
When the sun starts to rise
But for me it’s too late
Another dream has died

He

Why are you standing all alone
In this world of thousand eyes?
Why are you crying here alone?
Are you sad about this guy?
He tries to call her out for help
But she is numb inside
He tries to cover up his wounds
And then he closed his eyes

Rush, they say the city never sleeps
It’s to bright for weaker stars
Flush, they play some poker in the streets
And you try not to starve
When, will this poor life really ends
Then you see the angels fall
Then, all your wounds will start to heal
And the pain will disappear

Why can’t we see the fading lights
Here in ourstreets?
He will never see the stars at night
In his endless dream
And you don’t what it means to fight
For shelter, health and coffee
But now it is time to say goodbye
His warm heart starts to freeze

They, found him laying on the floor
A bottle  in his hands.
They, couldn’t help him anymore
He died without a friend
Sad, that he was only twentynine
But we all have to die
Sad, that no one would remind
He helped me save my life

Why can’t we see the fading lights
Here in ourstreets?
He will never see the stars at night
In his endless dream
And you don’t what it means to fight
For shelter, health and coffee
But now it is time to say goodbye
His warm heart starts to freeze

Starting Again

It’s 2am, I’m laying in my bed
All my thoughts go wild, it’s messy in my head
What have I become to be stuck inside this room?
All the memories were painted in dark blue
Waiting for a change but nothing moves for me
Want to run away, to bring me back to me

Don’t get lost in desperation
Just have faith in yourself
And if you look for true salvation
Take a step back and watch the  world burn from here

An empty field the night is coming soon
I can see the crows, all flying to the moon
And the demons I was pushing back from me
Getting closer now, the pain is much to real
Waking in a sweat, I’m laying in my bed
What have I become to be stuck inside my head?

Don’t get lost in desperation
Just have faith in yourself
And if you look for true salvation
Take a step back and watch the  world burn from here

And when the night is getting you down again
You can feel the pain
It won’t be real, just think.
And when the night is getting you down again
Just don’t let them in
Just don’t let them in

Don’t get lost in desperation
Just have faith in yourself
And if you look for true salvation
Take a step back and watch the  world burn from here

And after night the sun will rise again
And you might be healed from fear and then
You will  see what life is all about
Just be free and live your dreams
Live your dreams…
Live your dreams…

Don’t get lost in desperation
Just have faith in yourself
And if you look for true salvation
Take a step back and watch the  world burn from here

Someone Who Cares

I fucking hate myself  and I’m lost inside
I fucking hate myself `cause I’m wasting time
Is there something that’s worth waiting for
Before we walk through heavens door?

We live our lives in pain and loneliness
When we die we leave a mess
We buy us things to pursuit happiness
Instead of praying loud for forgiveness

And I don’t know
What is wrong with this world
That we need to destroy everything
And I don’t know
Why there’s everybody mean
Why had nobody seen
That it was wrong

Is there someone who still cares sometimes?
Is there someone else like me?
I’m just waiting for the day to come
When they all start to see

And I don’t know
What is wrong with this world
That we need to destroy everything
And I don’t know
Why there’s everybody mean
Why had nobody seen
That it was wrong

The Bagpacker

I’m resting in pieces of my broken mind, my broken soul
It feels like I’m drowning but there’s no water surrounding
I’m falling apart, don’t know where to start
Don’t know where to find rest
This shouldn’t be hard, that’s what I though
Now it hurts in my chest

Pack your weight on me until I break down
It doesn’t matter if I bleed as long as youre fine
Don’t be afraid to leave, just leave me behind
I’ll find my way to insanity, I’m out of my mind
I’m lost inside myself

I’m walking these paths of uncertainty
No signs show me the way
I’m lost in a deep forrest, finally
The sun will never rise again
Can’t see the horizon, can’t see all the stars
I’m drinking this poison, it’s giving me scars
A lonely bagpacker carries the truth of many lost souls
That’s what he choose
And he says:

Pack your weight on me until I break down
It doesn’t matter if I bleed as long as youre fine
Don’t be afraid to leave, just leave me behind
I’ll find my way to insanity, I’m out of my mind
I’m lost inside myself

I’m drowning! I’m drowning! 
I wont give up this time
Believe me! Believe me! 
I’ll leave it all behind
You’re falling! You’re falling!
You’re falling of my side
Now that I’m free from pain I start living again

Pack your weight on me until I break down
It doesn’t matter if I bleed as long as youre fine
Don’t be afraid to leave, just leave me behind
I’ll find my way to insanity, I’m out of my mind
I’m lost inside myself

Now that I’m free from pain, I start living again
Now that I’m free from pain, I start living again